Friday, October 28, 2005
well, had end of year mass first, it was damn boring i swear. went back to class for a while then i was going around the whole school? hmmm. later back to the hall for some talk. that guy is effing rude please. and his english is so broken? i think we can speak much better english than he does. goodness. after that prize presentations and all. after school went to VT's homeroom. to collect report book and exam scripts. right. held us back. %$!^*)!@)&@! my class position is 7 and i am so happy about it. cause i beat some nerds? hahaha! and my level position improved! :D however my mum is not very happy. but wth, i don't give a damn! because her expectations are just simply too high for me. yeapp.
haha, now i know how budd feels when i ps her in school. lol. she had to go for some nco camp briefing, so i was almost all alone today? that feeling is pretty lonely, but i got time to think things through and sort out some of my thoughts. i'm still not entirely convinced by what jaime said but i'm trying. sigh. alright. shan't say much anymore. no point. people just don't understand. so ta!
drowning in a pool of misery.
i need hope.